GOODBYE

GOODBYES are heartbreaking... We will never know kasi when it will happen but it will bound to happen..

However "goodbyes" or "saying goodbye" are good because that means you are brave enough to accept and let go of something that is not meant to be.... And with goodbyes, this serves to be the closure so that you can start to move on. To avoid questions like, "How can I find somebody else if he did not even say goodbye?". There is a lot of things that we can find goodness in goodbye. We just need to think positive after someone said goodbye. This will end something but will open something that is much better than what you did left behind.
Share ko, there's this girl who have a bf and they fought, the guy left and did not communicate with the girl for 2 days then she found out that the bf had an accident and now is in the hospital and doctors don't know if he will survive. The bf soon died and the girl was left in sorrow, she cried and cried and was not able to move on. Years had passed, the girl was able to move on but she was not able to let go, whenever asked by people why she cannot? She answered this: "He was my everything, I did not know he will soon leave me, if I should have known then I must not had argued with him that day when he left. It's so hard for me to forget and let go, he did look me in the eye before he died, but the thing is, I did not hear him said goodbye. He took my heart with him when he closed his eyes so I cannot let him go and give my heart to someone, because he still have my heart.."

Yun nga, goodbye is somewhat will give us an okay that we need to really find someone to love and to be with.. Diba mas maganda if the other one said goodbye so that it will remind you na "oh he said goodbye na, so ayaw na niya so I need to find someone else na"... Goodbye means we have to end something because it is not working already so why go on when it will be more heartbreaking if you keep on holding on and in the long run, you'll get yourself in a much more hurtful situation..

GOODBYE is much more better than to say "HOLD ON" but you know for sure there is no hope and no chance to still go on..

A perfect love in the right time

All of us wants to have the best perfect relationship but we know that we cannot always get what we wanted. We need to put a lot of effort and work hard to be the best that we can ever be in a relationship. Im not saying I'm an expertee or something but I just want to share my part about this thing called LOVE. We have different dreams of how we want our love stories to happen, some wants to have a fairytale story like one day a prince charming will arrive and sweeps you off your feet then bring you to a castle and marry you and you lived happily ever after. Others wants to have someone who could take them away from their miseries in life and just make them the happiest people in the world. Others only wants to have a simple story like, meeting someone that will change them into a better person or someone that could show them the true meaning of their existence. Whatever dreams we may have, it only comes down to just one thing; we just want love and to be love in return. Love is a very simple word and a very simple task, it's just the situation or the person that's making it complicated.
I only ever had one boyfriend so far, but I got my heart broken a lot of times. The first time I experience break up was one of the most hurtful experience I encountered, I thought it was the end of the world for me, I had my world revolve around him and little do I know it's bound to end soon. Too much happiness I felt then that I didn't realize there is something wrong already, I loved too much and I expected too much from him. Since that was my first time, I never thought too much is a bad thing. But then I moved on, I learned a lot of things which I'm thankful for because I know I can do better the next time I give my heart to someone. It's really true that once you fall in love, you should also try to leave a little for yourself so that if everything will not work out the way you wanted and planned it to be, it will not be hard for you to move on and let go. We also should start to love ourself first so that we can have other people to love us in return. We should also learn to let people love us in a way that they know how not in a way that we want to be because humans are not robots and loving should comes out naturally, not scripted.
Love is a very strange feeling one can ever possess,like what they say, love comes in an unexpected situations and you will never know it until you let go all the doubts and worries that you planted in your heart and mind. Love doesn't have requirements before you could say and show it, you just need to be yourself and love with all your heart and your way to go.
Some people are afraid to love because they are scared to be hurt and to be broken. I know it ain't easy having you heart broken but how can you feel the beauty of loving if you will not try. Endings are terrifying but how would we know if we are scared to start to love. Heartbreaks ain't really easy but a lot of people survive, the most important thing is that you were brave enough to let your heart love and be loved and if it's get broken, let it be, in that way we learn to deal with it and be smarter enough the next time. What doesn't kill you makes you strong so dont ever be afraid to try because you will never see the beauty of life. Getting hurt is always part of our journey, it's just a matter of surviving and learning from it.
It always makes me wonder how people handle love and how brave they are that after getting hurt, they are back on their feet again and look for another love. It always makes me smile whenever I see a couple so sweet because like what they say, even though love is not working for you for now, it is with others. I guess that's how love works, try and try until you can get the perfect love story that you had been dreaming of.
It really doesn't matter how we want our love story to happen, what matters the most is that how we were able to express our love and how we are changed because of it. To love without reason is rather perfect than loving for the sake of it. Love comes in a different package, it's up to us how we want to open it it and use it. To love is the most rewarding feeling one can ever have. If you love someone, go for it. If we end up happy or broken, it's alright, in the end what matters most is that you experienced to love and to be loved with no exceptions. And what really counts is the experiences and lessons you had learned that you can use the next time you found yourself falling in love... again......(^_^)

A Love Story

I just would like to share a story that I had read years ago in a magazine that I really cannot remember what is the name of the mag, anyways, I really cannot forget this story because I was really touched by it and I do hope you guys will also love it.


This is a story about a girl named K, some of the words are changed because I don't memorize all the exact details how the story was written but still it's just the same, the words/phrases/scenarios/little details about the characters might not be exactly how the writer narrated it. I just added some details to make the story much more exciting. Again, I am not the writer, I just read it and just wanna share it with you. Here's how it goes.



My name is K and today is my birthday. As I made my way downstairs, my brother saw me and greeted me,
"Happy birthday K!" he said,
"Thanks!" I replied.
I was happily walking through the kitchen when my mom shouted
"K, Josh is here."
My face lightened up when I heard his name, Josh is my boyfriend for more than a year now and I am so in love with him. Even he doesn't have the time for me that much recently because of basketball, I still love him. As I see him outside, I was shocked to see a scar on his forehead,
"What happened to you?"
"No, don't mind me, I just bumped into an old cabinet this morning."
"Oh, okay, why don't you come inside?"
"No need, I just dropped by to give you this, Happy birthday K!" He smiled and it was the sweetest smile ever, but I feel something wrong though. He handed me a letter and a CD of my fave band, he's so sweet.
"Oh, thank you so much Josh."
"You're welcome", he hugged me so tight and kissed me for almost a minute. It was the best and longest kiss we ever shared in our entire relationship, I wish my parents weren't looking, but I am 16 already, they will understand. After the kiss Josh looked me in the eye and he hugged me again, there was something in his eyes that's telling me not to let go, he was smiling but his eyes were, what, sad?! He hold my hand and whispered
"I love you."
Then he left. I was left standing at the door when the phone rings,
"Hello K, so glad you are okay." It was Karen, my best friend. I was surprised about what she said but I didn't mind it because I am so happy.
"Karen, why shouldn't I be okay, it's my birthday, and Josh was so sweet, he gave me a gift and-" she interrupted me.
"K, yesterday, at the music store, Josh was shot, he is dead."
No, that's impossible, I just saw Josh awhile ago, he doesn't look dead, oh and the scar, and his eyes that's telling me not to let go, oh no, oh no...
I ran to my room and locked myself inside, I was crying my eyes out, why? We just shared a kiss, this cannot be. My mom entered the room but she did not say anything, maybe it was real, he is dead now. I leaned my head on my mom's shoulder and after that she said,
"Everything is going to be okay dear, happy birthday." She handed me the CD and letter that I left on the table, the gifts that Josh gave me. Mom kissed me on my forehead and left. I played the CD he gave me and I opened the letter from Josh, it made me cry much more when I read it, it said:
"K, I am sorry for the things that I have done to make you feel I don't love you, I am sorry because I do love you and I shouldn't have given you any reasons to even think for a second that I don't. I love you so much and I wish I could still be given a chance to show you much I do love you.

Josh :(

IF ONLY

If LOVE…

is like a feather so light and white why it feels so heavy in my heart?

If LOVE is soft and pure why does this pain of mine has no cure?

If LOVE is wonderful and colorful why it’s treating me so cruel?

If LOVE feels good why does it gives me bad mood?

If LOVE makes someone smile why am I crying every once in a while?

If LOVE is a gift from GOD why does it makes me feel so sad?

And If LOVE makes someone HAPPY then why am I feeling BROKEN and EMPTY?

Another Day

It's another day and I always thank God for giving me the strength to go through all the things that I need to do. Life never runs out of surprises to give us so everyday we always look forward to the new things that we will encounter. It always makes me wonder why other people wanted to end their life or at least complain when there are other huge things that we need to worry about right? Instead of thinking about our own petty problems, why don't we think about the other people who doesn't have a home? A food to eat? An education to achieve? Or at least a penny to buy a candy? Why don't we think about the children sleeping in the streets or selling something just for a living? Even though we really cannot give them a big help like in money terms, we can actually help them by including them in our prayers every night.
Not all of us are lucky to get what we have right now so we should always be thankful if we are able to survive another night. Even if we are not the richest or wealthiest human being on earth, we should at least be happy just to be here on earth and do things that we ought and live to do. Before thinking or complaining about what you have, please think about those who really doesn't have anything at all.

Hurting deeply

I hate you for making me like you.

I wish I never should have met you

but then again I was happy since

I came to know you so

I don't know what I really feel.

I don't know if I will regret ever giving

my everything to you although

I was happy and

you made me happy.

I felt so stupid of ever wanting you when

I know it's just game that you're into.

I cannot seem to forget you though I know I must.

There is something wrong with "us" or

since there is no "us"

then there is something wrong with you and

me that I don't know what.

Worst is even though

I felt something wrong when I'm with you,

the way you hold me and kiss me make it right.

I'm not in love with you but I can be wrong.

I will try to forget and avoid you to stop this non-sense.

I deserve better than this.

I hope you never meant to play these games with me

because it's not easy.

I hope you are happy.

I hope you will remember me but then again

I know you will not, you won't even feel that

I am starting to disappear in your life.

You are stupid, but then again,

I'm stupid because I'm feeling this way for you.

Fabulously SingLe

Are you desperately in need of a boyfriend? Just because you don't want to be alone anymore and your friends all have boyfriends already? If you are feeling that way, stop thinking about it. Being single doesn't mean you are alone in this world, you have your friends and family if you need company right? And you don't need to be a part of a couple just to be complete. Being single gives you a chance to love yourself, appreciate the things around you and do things that attached people cannot. It may worry you that you are still single but that is okay, we are just humans and we tend to feel insecure or maybe pathetic at times.

If you are feeling alone while your friends are cuddling with their men, don't ever think there is something wrong with you, it's just not your time to shine yet. Having a boyfriend is not an instant thing, it will take time, unless of course if you are looking for a fling not a boyfriend. But anyhow, being single means more free time to do the stuff you love without asking permission to anyone and more chances of meeting more people or maybe a totally hot guy ei!?

Single life is not the worst thing that could ever happen to you unless you see it that way. We need to be reminded that getting or having a boyfriend should comes with the right reason not with the reason that you don't want to be left out with the crowd. Reality check: There are more women who tend to be more successful because they remained unattached until they are there in the spotlight of their career. If we are in a relationship and wanted to explore things or check our options, it might be hard for us to pursue it because you don't want your other behalf to be left behind or maybe you don't want your attention to be grabbed by any other else. We need to consider a lot of things if we are attached so it's much more better to remain single while you are at it. I'm not saying you cannot achieve anything if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend, it's just my way of saying, there's more to life of a single than the attached.

If you are single, enjoy it. You are not going to be single forever of course, so while you are patiently waiting for your dream man or woman, enjoy your freedom. Being single is the only way where you get to know yourself much more better and discover things that are hiding in there. You might be surprise of the things that you will see and learn. Trust me.